Enlightenment - Kundalini experience
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Salamz people, I would like to know if any of you have ever had a kundalini experience, where you realized and KNEW 100%, that we are God... that all is ONE, there is no seperateness b/w God and you, or You and I, ONE is all there is..
I have now experienced this 4 times.. and it is bliss to KNOW.... no ego, just ONE
Love in ONENESS
Fadi
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162 He sends down the angels with the Spirit by His command upon whom He wishes of His servants "That you shall warn that there is no god but I, so be aware of Me."
4015 Possessor of the highest ranks, the One with the Throne. He sends the Spirit with His command upon whom He wills from His servants, that they may warn of the Day of Summoning.
Alot of people come speaking of this experience. I too have had it. But everyone forgets to mention that not only is God all encompassing, but there is also a great feeling that you will be meeting him in the future. And personally it came at a moment when I was in great peril and prayed for help. So these verses applies to me and maybe to others
2762 The One who answers the distressed when he calls Him, and He removes the evil, and He makes you successors on Earth. Is there a god with God? Little do you remember!
1652 And to Him is what is in the heavens and the Earth, and the system shall be to Him. Is it other than God that you shall be aware of?
1653 And any blessings that are with you are from God. Then, when harm afflicts you, to Him you cry out.
1654 Then, when He removes the harm from you, a group of you set up partners with their Lord!
1655 So they reject what We have given them. Enjoy, for you will come to know.So it is a great blessing to have experienced it, but it also is a great responsibility that you must be aware of him. When you experienced "kundalini", Did you not also have a feeling that heaven and hell exist and evil must be brought to an end? For me that was another part of the experience. Alot of people focus on the "oneness" overwhelming love aspect, but I clearly remember a warning that evil must end?
Sorry if this does not make sense.
Peace
Al
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Another thing I find disturbing is that when people describe Kundalini they make it sound as if they had something to do with the experience. Personally it was completely out of my control. And I tried for many years afterwards to recreate it and the only time it returned is When I was doing Salat at home for the first time, and reading the Quran. And my mind was not occupied on "achieving enlightenment", it was outside of my control, and its like just reading a book and suddenly this feeling whells up in you completely disconnected from what your thinking at the moment. Personally I believe it is a sign of God and a sign that the Quran is the truth. And I hold a strong dislike to budhist philosophy and "nirvana" because they make it sound as though you meditate for a hundred years and u get it. NO its completely outside of your control. And I nearly slipped trying for many years to recreate this feeling (because it is Bliss), but thank God I know that it is just a sign of the almighty. And a warning of the day we will meet him.
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My experience, each thing I was looking at in my perception, a tree, another person, a bug, the building, I KNEW, i was that, and that was me... no evil, just love, pure 100% love from the ONE... an analogy that has come to me is -
we are but drops of water in the ocean of oneness, yet we have a mirror like substance around us, which only allows us to see ourselves, ie EGO, when this mirror like substance is stretched ie (kundalini) I saw that I AM the OCEAN!!!! - during my experience, (it was during a spiritual retreat), I was saying in arabic as the energy reached my throat chakra, (Ana Allah, ana, ana Allah) and I knew it 100% - Kullu Shai, Allah
there are verses in the Quran, that relate to these experiences,
- I am nearer to you than your jugular vein...
- Allah is the only reality....
in ONENESS
Fadi
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For me, I was not trying to achieve anything. I was just afraid, extremely depressed, having paranoid thoughts, and felt as though I was really going to die!
I felt I was going to die, and I was scared, because I had rejected God for most my life. I was scared because I thought I would be nothing, that I was abt to disappear from existance. And I swear to God I heard voices, telling me to reject God, reject all Good, and accept that I am nothing.
And I prayed, because as a child I do remember God, and I alway asked him for help. But I abandoned his path for alot of my life, and was hostile to him and his memory. And at this point, feeling as I was going to die, this verse is exactly what it was like
2146 And if a breath of your Lord's torment touches them, they will say "Woe to us, we have been wicked!"
And I prayed, with all my heart that if God is real. PLEASE show me a sign that you exist and I will be your slave, I will give my life just to know there is a herafter. Because to me the most horrifying thought at the time was that this life was the only life. And I was about to cease my existance.
Dead silence... There was no response. I began to dispair, all the comforts of this world were nothing, I was scared because in death nothing in this life can bring you comfort, my brother, family were not there for me. And they couldnt give me comfort. And I prayed, please if Good and evil exists, please let it be known, the Universe must have justice. This world has to matter and count for something.
I then looked around me, and I saw my brother, he was with me at the time and probably had no idea because this conflict was all internal. And I was being tormented by voices... It was scary because I thought I had lost my mind. I then remembered all the good I had in this life. That there was much beauty and Good in this world. Suddenly this feeling welled up in me. It is so hard to describe. I wanted to die at that point because it was Bliss and to die at such a state is a gift. I looked at the Stars and suddenly I felt this presence warning me, that Good will prevail, and everyone and everything will be brought to ONE point ONE location at ONE moment to be judged by the ONE power! And all the wrongs of the world will be put right. I began to cry and I never cry, I started to sob like a baby because I was so happy that God proved to me that he was real!
I then promised him that I would serve him forever.
Unfortnetly, mankind is weak, and I rejected the incident. I began to read all this budhist stuff and it claimed some of the most outlandish theories that tainted the whole experience. I was depressed and confused because there was not a single piece of literature that could explain what happened to me.
Until I read the Quran. It was completely compatible with what I experienced and described it in a way that made perfect sense. I decided to go to the mosque. At the mosque I immediately set out to do my best and be the "ideal muslim". Unfortunetly I began reading alot of hadith and they did not make alot of sense. I began to doubt Islam..
I don't remember when this occured but sometime afterwards I started to pray, and during this one prayer session, The feeling returned, completely unexpectadly. It was the same presence I had the first time and it was telling me that what I was doing was good which was praying. I then instinctively walked over to my Quran and began reading it. As I was reading the experience of joy and truth began to explode and it just screamed out that it was the truth.
Anyway thats my experience and Im sorry if this sounds rushed. I just had to get it out b4 I have 2nd doubts.
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Peace to all,
Awesome brother Aalmakto, I am so happy for you bro, that is a great story, please stick to your faith, I have had similar experiences and I now believe as you do, it will be hard but not even close to what we had to go threw to get here. Thanks for sharing your story.
Kurt
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Peace to all,
Awesome brother Aalmakto, I am so happy for you bro, that is a great story, please stick to your faith, I have had similar experiences and I now believe as you do, it will be hard but not even close to what we had to go threw to get here. Thanks for sharing your story.
Kurt
Thanks brother, truly if it was not for God's mercy I would not have found his guidance. There were many moments where I was lost, and everywhere I looked I only got further and further astray. Only at the edge of rejection did I finally read the Quran. And it was like a rope, that guided to the right path. So God Willing I must fortify myself against evil and strive for Good. Striving for Good is for those who want to be the foremost in God's eyes. And I have alot to repay him for and so does every human alive. May we remain humble before God, no matter how much blessings he bestows or takes away.