how i became is a loong story...
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salam
how i became a quranist is a long story which i can not tell in one sitting so i will right it with detail little by little everyday
so some background ...
my father is a muslim and my mother was non muslim they had a love marriage after runnign from their home
they got married and settled in the city vadodara in gujarat india
i was born on 12 dec 1984 my name is Sohil
first 10 yrs of my life i lived like a hindu to say it truly i didnt know what quran or muslims or hindu differences or religion is but i remembered many hindu verses and shlokas and doing idol worship without knowing i would say
i didnt know what quran was and what islam was but after the age of 10 we came to live in a place full of muslims all around..
this is where my real story begins so be ready for a ride...to be continued... sun
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welcome
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in these muslim area
at the age of 10 i first seen how muslims live
they live like animals first i didnt noticed but than i thought that hindus are better than muslims
then i started going to madrasas and learning arabic which is only tought how to read it and nothing else
i remembered some surahs some duas and some lawfuls and unlawfuls started prayer and i was in no time full fledged sunni hanafi muslim
than i learnt about first two firqas sunni and tabligi jamat
i learned that tabligi jamat was better than sunnis as they do many things like idol worshippers and so i lose sunni and become tabligi
i gave almost 15 yrs ofmy life till the age of 25 in tabligi jamat and seen many many adverse things in them also so my imaan started wandering and collapsing
i thought that there is no right way i got deppressed thinking about lack of my knowledge and so called azabe kabra so i was afraid of death also
at the age of 25 started a doubt in my mind about the so called islam system in practice and preaching what they preach they dont practice
in the month of ramzan in year 2009 on 15 fasting night i humbali asked god to let me know the truth.. to show me the right way the real path..
and so Twist and TUrn started in my life from that very moment ..
to be continued... sun
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Salam and Peace, brother!
Hope that would be a nice recollection.
Waiting for more to come.
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salam
so from that day of 16 th ramzan i started seeing signs of allah of what is truth and what is not hypno
on that night after the taravih prayer i got out early as here the taravih is of 20 rakats i got out at 8 rakats
i seen some boys sitting out side mosque making noise i took them a little far from the mosque and started teaching something of god and rasool i know group
after the taravih ended pieople got out of mosque started blaming me for those who come early out of mosque >(
i didnt say a thing then on next day the son of imam of the mosque came to us at night after prayer and started talking and telling me that i am wrong..
then there was a girl passing by at that time with some less clothes like midi skurt and the son of imam who him self is becoming a scholar watched her legs and stared at her so we told him that this thing is not good
so he started saying that dont talk bad about scholars it is a big sin so i told him why do you do such a bad thing in public he said he has 5 years still remaining becoming scholars so he can do what ever he wants >D
so i got angry on him and he went to his father the imam and his father came there and gave me a good long lacture in front of public as how i was wrong and 12 years required to learn quran and cant learn it on internet etc etc.... elektro
the next day i was coming out of mosque there were some people who came there for donations for islamich darul ulums with the donation books
one of a aged men got to him and asked him how much is his comission o i was behind a wooden door so they didnt see me.. i was shoked ???
the scholar replied only 8% as given in the tasdiq nama .... so the old man again asked tell me the true comission not what is on paper.... ??? again i was shocked
he said 8% only so the old man took out from his wallet 5000 rs. and told him that if he will not tell truth than he will not give him any of this... -\
so the scholar said 44% .....anoither shock for me.... hypno the old man didt give him anything and left and i was so shocked that the money we give as charity of it almost half goes to their own pockets...>????
this is when i got tripped off... giveup i thought no whom to believe as all are making a haram earning....??
after that i got more and more confuse than i read a book on fazaile aamal which stated its mistakes and i got shocked again..
after few days i was surfing and got to site quranic.org and it was what i thank god to show me ... bravo
i first read it i said whatever and yeah and i got very very angry on these people.... but i read it few more times like 3 to 4 times and i started to understand
and finally i got idea ! lets start reading quran.. sun with understanding
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when i started reading QURAN i was happy too much ;D and sad too much '( and was nervous & and thougth that what have i done for the pas 25 yers of my life is all just a waste '( i had to read the QURAN first than try to understand everything else.... brickwall
i got mix feelings happy and laughing to know that quran had every detail of life we need to know and that only in second sura i felt i learned everything for my life almost 90% which i seeked before -\ i was amazed at gods language and style of tellign things to us it is amazing
i was tempt confused with all these feeling as i see around me as a islam has not a single point what is in the QURAN so whas i a muslim at all ???/ hypno
no i was not '( everything that scholars did and we accepted what they said was a brutal lie '( we are being betrayed by them voodoo they had kept hidden the true islam from the muslims all these years and we didnt smell a thing??? hypno i was hopeless and feeling depressed and started thinking that i should know more and tell everyone about this jedi i got the fighting spirit after completing quran first time..... it was a feeling leaving you obsessed with quran and makes you want to read it again and again and it makes learn new things every time you read it hmm so much to learn from and so little time in life... brickwall how can i be so fool to loose 25 years of life in just nonsense things i was angry on my own self brickwall
i got mixed feelings what to do??? tempt i asked god to show me the way nope again
and he showed me things that made my imaan more and more powerful muscle
i became more and more pr asking from god for the true path and he made to me clear everything one by one...
i thank god for that.. ;D
after confirming my feelings i was first afraid of expressing it to others ..... & what will they say?? what if i cant make them understand?
but then i got the spirit reading quran that jedi truth is the messege form god who ever accepts it is doing his own good and our work is just to let them know !
i started debating and telling my feelings and asking questions on things which made no sense and i started to caught eyes of them >( they declared me shia and gair mukallid
they even threatened me but i kept telling them acoording to quran with ayats of quran started remembering no of them and tellign others
i made friends new ones good one and made old friend as my enemies they started accusing me of inventing new things and that i am a jew or chritian spy.. etc hypno
first i feared death but than when i learned that god is forgiving and most merciful and there is not fear of death and must speak truth i got an amazing power or answering everyones question with gods help in simple answers which let them stop and think for a moment all this happend due to QURAN and Allah 's help
i amstill preaching the truth in public without any fear till this day and learning new things form quran it self everyday
i spread the message of quran sun i dont believe in superstitions any more sun i dont ask help of anyone but allah sun
and sure people call me kafir but allah knows the truth ;D
and i seek truth i am the seeker of truth justice and peace and i will sieze it where ever and when ever i find it with GOD's Will sun
I will never back down tellign truth and i will never stop learning the quran and following it... bravo
if anyone doesnt like it than they should feel bad and i am not giving up as they can kill me but they cant keep my voice down it is getting louder and louder everyday with the help of Allah...
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Salaam Sohil,
You are a brave man; keep up the good work. welcome
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Thank you for telling us ^_^ I will have a look at your website...
All thanks and praise to God All-Merciful!
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Salamunalaykom, Praise Allah, Lord of the worlds. This is a beautiful story