Salam, firstly my apologize if I made some fault english is not my language.

I live in Paris France, I was born as a baby in a christian family. I always believe in God and despite the fact that many young christians dont really practice the religion theses days, I always got this inside me. I grew up surrounded by many arab at school or in my neighborhood. My brother convert himself before me and he is still nowadays a sunnit who practice islam deeply.
About me I convert ten years ago slowly. Why I convert myself 10 years ago, it's hard to explain, my parents are from a french Island where I also lived some years as a kid.
It's an island where white or black christians, arabs and some african muslims, indians hindouist, chinese buddist lived all together in unity with respect. The religion and the traditions are very important in this island.
But I was always chocked by the fact that in this island, the christians mixed their religions with some indouist stuff. I dont want to direspect them they have their belief, but I could never understand how people from the book who love a unique one God who read the book can sunday be at church and monday do some sacrifices of chicken or duck for fake entities this is a nonsense. And since I was a kid I had always been afraid about it, and I grew up in a background where people where always speaking about spirit that kind of thing you dont want to heard about.

So like Abraham I always have revulsion for idols, statues, strange rituals, etc, and my eyes were since I am young open about this strange world. Something is wrong. Then 10 years ago I convert to islam, because I was touched by the true God, but I never invest deeply my self in the study of the sunna, the most things that I have knew durings all this year about islam were from the Quran. And although I was surprised to noticed that all the story that I heard from people about the prophet Muhammad pbuh were not inside the Quran. 2 years ago, when the covid started I was ready to practice a pure islam and study the hadith to be more perfect. And I would have never think that all the things that I was thinking true, I will 2 years later say no I dont believed on this anymore, some storys about the prophets, about the ramadan, the salat, and so many other things.

But it happen, I discover something meaningful for me who changed everything. I ask to Allah to firm up my heart to be in the right way.
And learn that the Quran was revealed not only with words but with incredible miracle with numbers. That proved that the Quran is fully preserved by God and during all this years they never touched anything in this book.

I tried to show this to all my muslim friend, look the power of God, this book is incredible it can't be write by a human or a djinn, etc. And I was deeply disappointed to see most of the muslim people this oumma usually loyal to God.They just turned down to the message, you show them the book and then they always have a word from a hadith. Always even when you show something that can't be denied.

So I was like something is wrong with the oumma, the Quran can't be wrong so they are. I became aware that what was the sunnism, and that they created a religion inside the religion unfortunately. I have a thoughts for all the sunnism or chiite all muslims in the world, sincere, who really worship Allah, and I hope that they will all be guided by Allah, I only want for them what I want for me. So now my way is to follow Allah by his verses, the Quran, and the Bible, Zabur and Torah if it's okay with what is inside the Quran. The only scholar is Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. I can't know everything Allah knows best. So I am a muslim not quranist that's my story. And I m always looking for truth, for light, and forgiveness from my lord.