I agree with SHM angel

Peace be upon you!
Thank you for ur replies.

I agree with u Wakas about the mindset-thing.
(It seem very common to discover Islam based on only Quran when u r 19 lol)

My problem is also that my parents have separeted maaany years ago and I have always been living with my mum. As I mentioned my brothers are living with our dad who is a traditional sunni, he is very much against my "new belief" so I dont really dare talking about God alone with them, cuz I'm worried they will go talking about this with their parents who already hate my belief ???

Assalaamu alaikum Nerspi

Im really sorry to hear about ur relationship with ur dad, I understand it is really hard as my dad did also leave me when I was 6. Its a very hard situation, I can only advice you to accept the situation if you know u can't and won't get a better relationship. It won't get better ignoring him or anything like that, try just to make the best of the situation, try to be nice to him. I dont know about u, but I have so much feelings of guilt, I think I feel that I have been bad to him even though I was just a child and it was he who left '( Stupid feelings

Salaam

I have two younger brothers, 9 and 12 years old who live with our sunni-dad and their sunni-mum. They didn't really make much effort "teaching them their religion" lol, which can be seen as a good thing. They don't perform the contact-prayer almost anytime unless they visit their "native country". But they did really get influenced by their sunni-parents way of thinking, and I dont like this. I would like to introduce them to God alone, but I guess they are too young and I dont want to make them confused. At which age do you think they are enough mature to understand things like God alone?