Hi Everyone,

This is my first Time on a forum (as a member) and not for looking for directions to fix my laptop.
So forgive me for posting things (like this) in the wrong topic. But after making an accounts and then thinking I have to get back on that.
I am trying to find my way to God in Islam. I'am a believer. I just debate too much inside my head (sometimes close friends)

I have read (most) of the koran, a translation, because I can't read/write/speak arabic, the Bible. I have tried to read the injeel and honestly not easy to read

I have been spending the last two years (intensely) trying to find my path. This urge to soul-searching was no longer a low priority. My dad passed away.. and eversince...Thats why I am here.

My familymembers from both sides are Sufi, and In a way I feel this connection with Sufism, but I want to feel my knowledge, but Im just dazed and confused about where to start? What book to read? Nezami Ganjavi? Shamse tabrizi? And translated by who?

I really hope someone on this forum can point me at a neutral starting point of Suffism

Thank you everyone.

LightOm