I have committed shirk . I prayed to Jesus. I have been involved in Wicca . But deep down I know god is one. The Wiccas god is not God. Jesus is not God. There is only one God . And it is Allah. I regret terrible at this. I 'm afraid I'm going to hell (
Allah says in the Quran Allah forgiveth 448 not that partners should be set up with Him , but He forgiveth anything else , To Whom He pleasent Seth , two set up partners with Allah is two devise a sin Most heinous indeed.
But I read this
Shirk is not forgivable only if one dies with shirk - Allah used the word ' Yushrak ' Which means 'does shirk ' - he did not use ' Ashrak ' Which means ' did shirk ' . So Shirk is reputable , Allah forgives those who stop doing Shirk during there lifetime .
And in the Quran also states this
And those who do not worship another good besides Allah , nor kill another person that Allah has forbidden , except right fully , nor commit adultery ( or fornication ) , and he who does so Shall be punished . His torment Shall be doubled on the Day of Resurrection , and will live Therein disgraced forever . Excluding those who repent , and believe and do good deeds , and Allah is Most Forgiving , Merciful } Al Furqan 25 68-70
So is there hope for me ? I regret with all my heart.