Peace THS
I totally understand what u r feeling. I have been feeling the same way. At the moment I am in a phase where I am not doing ritualistic prayer 3 times a day regularly. I feel confused in understanding what i am suppose to do in a prayer. I have tried to to do 2 sujood while saying some quranic verses but then the next day I become lazy due to confusion about timings and if Salah is also studying the quraan and "thanking" Allah and doing good deeds etc.
I read a lot of posts here at the moment and i agree with many here on FM. I have come to learn about Islam as the most beautiful way of living. And the Quraan as my ONLY guidance. With a lot of Quraan studying I hope to gain more knowledge and applying it to my life .