Well,
I have been reading the Quran as part of salaah. The goal is to strengthen my faith in God and also purify myself. I have had a lot of problems in my life and am overall an angry/ungrateful person. However, recently I have accepted Quran only Islam after getting disgusted watching Muslims run around a black cube and their current humiliated position in the world. I am just very ashamed about these thoughts in my head. I do think this is Satan saying these things but I am not sure. I fear I have already offended God and am destined for hell. I searched the Quran for any verse related to this and didn't really see anything related to this. These thoughts only pop up when I am reading the Quran or remembering God. Part of me thinks it is temporary but I am afraid nevertheless.

Salaam guys,
I have been a lurker here for a while. Recently I started reading Quran a lot more at Fajr and Isha. However, when I am reading the Quran, I get thoughts about cursing Allah or just bad/evil thoughts in general. I am very afraid as to why this is happening to me. I am ashamed to even write this but I don't know what else to do. I have stopped swearing (before I used to swear a lot) but these thoughts to pop into my head randomly. I say "I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the Accursed' whenever I get these thoughts but am still very ashamed and depressed about them. Please help me!!!