I would suggest you try different English/ other language translations of the Koran. Try http//www.total-loyalty-to-god-alone.co.uk/website-pages/the-journey-and-the-questions-continue/ Or this sites or just google" Koran" Then compare for yourself what you understand from each. Welcome to - more questions and only GOD has the answer. world. Peace.

Peace safia. I am not replying to give you answers to your questions. I shall try and list few points that may or may not be helpful to you 1)- It is a good thing that you have a lot of questions. It can be a positive start. 2)- Try using other translations ( like the one from this site or from submission site) and compare the translations. 3)- If you are sincere , try your Lord, keep asking HIM to explain to you, and be patient . I wish you all the best in your journey. Peace