Peace

It seems to be like jinn story... Anyway you can record these in audio or video?
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Regards

I would, but it's stopped happening. I may never have a chance. But if it happens again, I definitely will try to record it.

I don't know if it is possession, but I can find no other explanation. It has faded to almost nothing since it began, but used to happen somewhat strongly at least once a week. It would begin with a strange feeling followed by uncontrollable laughter and one or two limbs moving against my will. Then I would lose almost all control of my body and fall to the ground, shaking, convulsing, or jerking erratically while laughing uncontrollably. Eventually, my movements would seem less random and my vocal outbursts more controlled, but not of my own will. Eventually they would form into words and sentences, some with meaning, some without, but all in strange voices that I can never mimic outside of these strange episodes. I have forgotten even most of what seemed to have meaning, But I would often say something that sounded like "I am Nirj!" Then I would get up, but not of my own will, and move and do things while speaking in those voices. Sometimes more than one voice at once. Eventually, it would slowly begin to stop, and I would regain partial control of my body, but could not speak, and could not walk without being brought back down. Completely regaining control could take several minutes. Once, someone was with me while it happened, and I effortlessly outmatched all their strength with just one arm. When this was still going strongly, I would always wake up at 300, 330, or 333 every morning. Usually I would wake up in the middle of saying something in one of the voices, and once instead of speech it was an inhuman roar. I would always wake up much stronger and faster than normal, though that would quickly fade. Now it is mostly nothing, and I do not wake up at those times. But if I happen to be awake when the time comes, I hear things outside my door. Things, almost human, whispering and speaking in a language I don't understand. Always at 300, 330, or 333, no other time.

I am Sahcrel, and I am new to this site, and to Islam. I was born into a Christian family, but I've always believed that Jesus was a wise teacher and a true prophet of God, but not God and not God's son, and that the Bible had been corrupted to support false beliefs in a god beside God. Because of the Bible's corruption, I knew I could never be a Christian, or a follower of any religion that relied on any part of the Bible, Old Testament or New. After some time of contemplating, I realized that the true religion is in my own nature and the nature of every human. I followed my nature and began researching Islam more fully than I had before. In most forms of Islam, what I found was many lies mixed in with a few truths, as with most religions, but I kept searching and eventually found this site. I've lurked for a while, and what I've seen matches my natural beliefs perfectly. So now I am joining, and I look forward to learning more and sharing my own opinions on certain issues.