peace good logic,

Thanks for replying,Yes that the verses that I refer by "ultimatum" in this very life or when death come near or sudden, not meant to tell my life story but deep down inside I feel so lonely...just trying and trying to talk to god and ask for forgiveness and provisions since so much sins during the ignorance days...dunno whether this is the retribution or a test but feeling more like retribution which I'm slowly failing to doom..almost everything I do and plan failed and that's resulting to my brain freeze out and dunno what to do..feeling my life is so low and useless not be able to contribute to good deeds that mention in the Quran. When I read the post by some of forumers here than i start wishing that I have the understanding and the bravery of you guys and start wondering how you guys even manage to do all the research and yet live daily life day after day which I start to fail big time, hmm enough already, i'm sorry to waste your time by these off topic pathethic story of my life..meantime I'll try asking again and again from God until he provides the inspiration/provisions or ultimately die trying.

peace..may god help us all. by the way sorry for the bad english.. &

hello martha,

Peace,
As you are I've been lurking in this forum in out just to search what the part of the below verses of Quran

from fm translations

690 In the name of God, the Almighty, the Merciful.
691 The reality.
692 What is the reality?

And yes I'm still struggling as English not to mention Arabic is my biggest weaknesses and sometimes I experienced brain freeze that render myself not knowing what to do. I just hope that God guides me before the ultimatum comes knocking...

705 So be patient with a good patience.
706 They see it as far away.
707 And We see it as near.

So God Please Help Us...

Dear laststop,

Peace,
Nice to have you, yes it's a lonely live to me too since being brought up as a sunni and live around the sunni and subject to oppression by the court of religious if confess my belief . So I just stay low hope for the best from God. Lost my job recently and now almost out of money. Now still ask for God what to do next, hopefully God will provide provision in this world and afterlife.

peace forumers,

something to ponder...(but in Indonesian)

http//www.kedamaian.org/sl1.html