Peace be with you Zantetsuken,
At first I thought you were asking me the question based on what you think 'islam' is. Even the possibility that you were asking it in an arrogant way if you consider yourself a 'muslim', like "what's stopping you from leaving?" meaning "there's the door, who needs you". Childish premature thinking on my part.
Well, I hope I clarified earlier that that was not my intention. Please, do not take my being blunt as arrogance... but I guess I'm a little biased. ;D (Thanks, OpenMind, for getting my back there ) )
When I said I'm considering leaving it, I meant that I would reach the conviction that the quran is not from a god, but from a psychedelic experience or something, because the arguments of sunni or progressives were just as flawed as christians basis of belief to me.
Honestly I was going to say I now have a renewed interest in philosophical quran thanks to you guys... until I read pheonix's last post...
Apologies in advance for my candor, but I believe in these 2 sentences is where your reasoning is flawed. You rely on others to define who you are. You let the sunnis, the progressives, the submitters, the extremists, the christians, the psychedelics, and even phoenix1, apparently, steer you into different directions, intentionally or otherwise. (Not that I totally disagree with phoenix's theory, but that's another story altogether) And that is where you will always lose, by following (or lack of) what others are saying, doing.
Note In the end, it will be between you and your Maker. It may be dissappointing to hear, but Phoenix will not be holding your hand at that moment.
Peace.
No problem, I was saying in my last post i realised your good intentions in that question. Thanks for pointing out to me that i rely on other's actions too much, but the reason for that is, my recent lack of faith has lead me to that,(that's also what lead to my lack of faith). What else does a non-believer have to compare to? I don't agree on what you said that I will lose by seeing what other's are saying/doing, that's all I have to compare.
Also, the reason I'm on the fine line between belief and non-belief, is because the tip of the scale depends on answering the crucial questions that i asked in my posts. Pheonix was the only one that addressed my question that, 'how could the prophet have meant the quran to mean these deep logic translations (e.g. hell is on earth, or god=truth) if you don't find any of this in hadith?' But his explanation didn't satisfy me. Can someone else please explain more or give a link to something that would address this botheration?
Some other questions were If anyone watches Benny Hinn or other prayer answering services, how do you explain that mushrik christians or mushrik muslims get their prayers answered equally as good if not better than quran-only muslims? Also I couldn't find a link, but if anyone heard about the study that people could manipulate random number generation by using their minds. This intentional flow of positive or negative energy could actually disprove all faiths, by showing that it's people, not a God, that can make 'miracles' or prophecies.
Alen I really appreciate your concern, it warms my heart. And I really hate to be one that bursts bubbles in return, but the quran used to help me too, anyone would feel at peace reading a book that tells them how they should live... if they believe in it. But I could be 100% wrong, I will continue to read the quran asking god to show me if I am wrong just in case.