I think ALLAH hates me for this
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I think i know who you are and your father but just pray to god sister
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I think you already have got very good answers. So I will say just this
God is directly so very close to you, He knows you so well, He made you, He chose you, He made you just as He wanted you to be, He thought up your destiny to go back to Him. You are safe, you were always safe, you will always be safe. Trust Him, trust him like dogs trust, never doubting, no matter how much they may have to wait or how much patience they may need. Do not distrust human kind, and particularly do not distrust yourself. With human kind we must be careful, cautious, because nything may come up. With ourselve also, we do not know how or when we may make complete fools out of ourselves, but no tmatter what, know that God loves you, He made you and you will go back to Him, nd ask Him for everything you need wor crave, and believe that God always answers, although His answer may have nothing todo with what we may have imagined it would be, but be sure that his answer will be the best one for you personally. You may think you have certain limits, but God knows better.
Do not distrust, do not dispair, be calm and joyous, you have every reason to. Even in the middle of the worst we have reason for that.
Salaam
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I think i know who you are and your father but just pray to god sister
im sorry but i dont know well i think i dont
I think you already have got very good answers. So I will say just this
God is directly so very close to you, He knows you so well, He made you, He chose you, He made you just as He wanted you to be, He thought up your destiny to go back to Him. You are safe, you were always safe, you will always be safe. Trust Him, trust him like dogs trust, never doubting, no matter how much they may have to wait or how much patience they may need. Do not distrust human kind, and particularly do not distrust yourself. With human kind we must be careful, cautious, because nything may come up. With ourselve also, we do not know how or when we may make complete fools out of ourselves, but no tmatter what, know that God loves you, He made you and you will go back to Him, nd ask Him for everything you need wor crave, and believe that God always answers, although His answer may have nothing todo with what we may have imagined it would be, but be sure that his answer will be the best one for you personally. You may think you have certain limits, but God knows better.
Do not distrust, do not dispair, be calm and joyous, you have every reason to. Even in the middle of the worst we have reason for that.
Salaam
Thank you so much for it touched my heart thank you
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Assalaamu wa Alaikum,
I am so happy you are on a path seeking the Truth as well, Alhamdulillah. And may Allah bless all your endeavors. Just to give you another perspective on all of this, I will tell you that my situation was similar only that I come from a non-religious mostly atheist family, and I was an atheist myself before finding Islam. Your parents ask you why do you pray that way, mine ask why I pray at all. Haha, so it has been an extremely difficult process, and is ongoing. I just had a family reunion with the side of the family from the south who are all mostly fundamentalist Southern Baptist Christians, so that was interesting. Anyway the point is that you will be tested and will continue to be tested, as will everyone, so try to stay strong.
You are right about what you said to your mother. God gave you a brain for a reason, so use it and continue to seek the truth in the best manner you can. Don't worry about what others think, what is important is what Allah thinks of us. I hope the best for you and pray everything will turn out well, remember everything happens for a reason.
Salaam
P.S. Have you ever heard of Adnan Ibrahim, you and/or your parents might be interested in seeing some of his videos. Here is a link to one and you can explore from there. Happy Learning!
The Human that God Wants http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGX3URPb_lg
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Assalaamu wa Alaikum,
I am so happy you are on a path seeking the Truth as well, Alhamdulillah. And may Allah bless all your endeavors. Just to give you another perspective on all of this, I will tell you that my situation was similar only that I come from a non-religious mostly atheist family, and I was an atheist myself before finding Islam. Your parents ask you why do you pray that way, mine ask why I pray at all. Haha, so it has been an extremely difficult process, and is ongoing. I just had a family reunion with the side of the family from the south who are all mostly fundamentalist Southern Baptist Christians, so that was interesting. Anyway the point is that you will be tested and will continue to be tested, as will everyone, so try to stay strong.
You are right about what you said to your mother. God gave you a brain for a reason, so use it and continue to seek the truth in the best manner you can. Don't worry about what others think, what is important is what Allah thinks of us. I hope the best for you and pray everything will turn out well, remember everything happens for a reason.
Salaam
P.S. Have you ever heard of Adnan Ibrahim, you and/or your parents might be interested in seeing some of his videos. Here is a link to one and you can explore from there. Happy Learning!
The Human that God Wants http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGX3URPb_lg
Thank you for this and for the video it made me tear up thank i deeply appreciate it