Ade, thank you. Still, my problem is there..that how will I implement salat in my everyday life, in cases when It's inconvenient for any reason. If I shorten it, maybe He will not forgive. If I pray it later, maybe it will not be forgiven, if I try to try to pray full (2 hours) then this will be hardship every time..and just all of this is like living a hell. Because you live in a insecurity of God's punishment..
Dear Sister...
Who told you to pray 2 hours constantly dear... No worries... Your concern and thaqwa and belief is well known to God.... He will guide you in sha Allah....
Salat has fixed timing .. That's undeniable...... But God has never prescribed a length for Salat.. Better you benefit more you glorify God... It doesn't mean Salat 20 times a day... That's against God's timing.. Hope you get me...
Note the below verse... We can derive certain Advices to our lives in general ...
4142 "Indeed, the hypocrites deceive Allah , but He is deceiving them. And when they stand for prayer, they stand lazily, showing the people and not remembering Allah except a little,"
Yes.... Above verse speaks about Munafiq... People may give various explanation who in fact these Munafiqs(Hypocrites) are ... In my understanding, somehow they do all what believers do but pure intention of mind is so weak... The above verse itself depict some of their characteristics ... 1 ... laziness in doing ... 2 ... showing off to people ... 3 .... Remembering God a little... 4.... They deceive themselves...
Now what we have to take out of this where we stand from these strange people...
1....Are we lazy in doing or following any of our act when it comes to belief .....
2... Are our intentions in all acts to show people so that we are well reckoned in the eyes and words of people...
3 ..... Do we remember God a little in any for form of remembrance every day... Be it salat or general zikr or sabih... Do we do a little or maximum to our capacity... That's key... Not beyond our capacity but not less to our capacity... Less than our capacity is little.. Little is a sign of hypocrisy...
4.... Do we deceive ourselves in the name of God... Every individual knows that..
When it comes to Salat all you need to do is once you done 56 instructions and 1778 and 11114(for time) , the below in standing position ....
17110-111 Say, "Call upon Allah or call upon the Most Merciful. Whichever you call - to Him belong the best names." And do not recite loudly in your prayer or quietly but seek between that an way. And say, "Praise to Allah , who has not taken a son and has had no partner in dominion and has no protector out of weakness; and glorify/magnify Him with glorification...
Keep magnifying God as much as your heart allows you with any beautiful phrases and verses.. Then submit and finish... That's all... That's Salat....
That's your daily standard as long as you are free... But you can shorten what you do daily if you are in Fear...how much you shorten is absolutely in your hand... Depends on each individual's situation.. 4101...
Further Salat has no length assigned by God, but only the fixed timing to do within that period with our own convenience.. . If anyone says salat has length that is only his or her whimsical or rather impulsive approach wittingly or unwittingly .unfortunately .. That doesn't befit to any human being in his or her day to day activities.... God knows human nature... Those who claim Salat has length won't even follow what they preach.. That's for sure..
May God guide us to straight path