The conflict between Love and Fear!
The reason we have emotions!
Resident love, resident fear, and the emotions that overwhelms our existence. Stripping a man to his knees, removing all his pride, looking at his core, the intense emotional feelings behind what he has ever done and what he stood for. Facing pure resident love and pure fears that makes up a human being, is a stunning realisation that confronts you with the reality of who we really are. The story begins when we see the deep sorrow which resides within every human beings? heart, when we ask the question, why are we so emotionally frustrated, lacking the piece of mind and feeling the hollow that drives us to feel for others and scream with sorrow and painful, helpless desire to save people and the world. Emotions that pretend to be the answer to our existence and the healing power for our world. Empathy that leads us wasting our lives trying hard to relate ourselves to other people?s pains and agony, thinking that we could save the world and bring people together. It is like being sick and instead of healing yourself, you heal others instead.
Let me tell you why. A man is born with the power that created existence, the power of love that does not allow sorrow, pain or frustration to enter his heart. Love here is not an emotion, it is a state that turned smoke into elegant form, into pure intelligence. A man is also born in ignorance, lack of knowledge, that separated him from his surroundings, from every other human being. This ignorance and separation have planted the seed of fear. A fear that resided in the back ground of his psychic, forced and dominated his actions. A man could decide to be one thing, he could learn and create his character based on the best he knew and influenced by the resident love he was born with. Man?s action, however, does not necessarily represent who he is, as fears make him the man he did not create. He decides to be loving, and in a split second, he turns mean. Sometimes he does not even understand his own actions and he wonders why he acted the way he did. Most of the time he blames it on the society, the circumstances, and the people around him, instead of looking for the reasons inside himself.
This conflict between love and fear created a hollow, a sadness that filled the gap between what man is and what he became. These feelings are what we call emotions, the lagging substance, the emotions, that filled us with the desire to go against what we are doing, against our actions, and what we became, considering who we really are; loving human beings. We are one, yet we are separated from each other. In trying to heal our lives, and while trying to come to terms with our emotions, those not understood feelings that are telling us we are sad human beings, we directed our energy to help others, thinking that relief would be found in making others happy, in connecting ourselves with others and sacrificing, grieving and feeling their pain. Empathy became the pain killer for our own hidden sorrow which we constantly, and not knowingly, avoided to face.
Who are we, is the question we can not answer because we are acting in a way that does not tell us who we are. If we truly know who we are, we wouldn?t feel sorry for anyone. Fears are directing our actions and create our psychic being which we can neither understand or change. It is the silly actions we do that makes us who we are not. The spontaneous reactions that declare our desire to be separated and stay selfish. Fear is the hard force that is leading us towards a life that otherwise wouldn?t exist. It allows theft and murder. Emotions are the feeling sorry for being what fears have made us to be.
We have been created in a life that is so dependent on the existence of fear. A power that is dreaming of possibilities, of what it could be beyond what it really is, has created a power that we call life and within which, we exist. The perfection of such a well designed dream is hidden within our ability to apprehend the impossibility of awaking while dreaming. Even enlightenment could not be achieved, it can only exist as a dream within a dream, which does not make it real. But what do we know about real and not real? The only reality is, there is no reality. It is a smoke that could become what you and I wish it to be, an imagination.
Where do we go from here? Where do we go from the dream if it is freighting and painful? Do we create an illusionary happiness, a hope, a dream within the dream? How could we wake up and stop dreaming? How could we break though? The only logical answer, which is impossible for us to do, is to realise that we are one, and become one again. Eliminating the possibilities, the gap between you and I, and first of all the conflicting emotions that is created by our love and fears. If we are one, there would be no need for emotions, there would be only love, and love is not an emotion, it is what we are.
I am not a sad person, and I do not see life as a sad existence. And my intentions are not to make you feel sad, but to help you face your hidden sadness to break through and see the true creation and the reason behind it. We are here to celebrate life, the possibilities we are creating out of the smoke. It is a dream which you and I are creatively formulating. And the more we consciously dream, the better we experience our own intelligence. Isn?t intelligence the only pure, unbeatable gift we have? Is there a room for this intelligence to lead us towards realising that we should be fear free?
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