Peace noble
No, never stop searching for your spiritual origin, for that is also your final destination too. But why do you want a ?knowable material origin? too? What else can this serve except your ego? The material existence around us is nothing but a place where are signs that direct us back to our eternal abode. Do you want to know the origin of a signboard? This will only direct you to wood, ink and stone ? to materialism.
Regards material origin, you have the report in front of you ? and the finding conclusion has one word ?Nothing.? Let alone life, the search for dead matter has wound up with ?nothing?. Lots of words have been thrown up ? atom, molecule, electron, proton, neutron, muon, positron, neutrino, quark, anti-quark, and so on and so forth. Has anyone ever seen these things? On the contrary, whenever anyone tries to examine these things he comes across empty space, and only certain behaviours of his appatarus. To explain these behaviours he imagines other, even tinier particles, and these in turn, when investigated closely, are found to be empty space. And so the imagination brews up more terms, and the epic of pontification just carries on and on. The apparatus even talks to the investigator straightforwardly and it tells him, ?You are only imagining things.? Because quantum mechanics tells us that the particle is there only when we observe it, but doesn?t even exist when we look away. And this is the outcome of trying to find out the origin of a dead piece of matter. Nothing, and wasteland of arid imagination. But just look at the ego, flying high on the fuel of nothingness. It has become a giant in the kingdom of the sky, and with its fairytale of conjectures it now wants to tackle the origin of life (chromosome, DNA, and so on). And it will not stop there either, but then wants to describe the mind (nerve cell, cerebellum, and so on), and then soars again and puts the spirit of man into concrete physical terms (archetype, transcendental personality, and so on). And you call this gargantuan feeding of the ego ?search for truth????
The biggest tragedy to me seems to be that the highest truth of all, the Quran, is attracting the dimmest of wits. Materialism ran its course and left the Western world groaning in nihilist despair. But it seems that there be wits in this world that notice not a thing, who consider printed money to be the blood of life, greed to be a modern form of morality, technological manipulation to be ?good works?, and comfort to be heaven. Such-like see the Quran as justicfication for a fresh bout of materialism, starting from the very beginning, evolution, human rights, freedom of enquiry, and so on. The same sort of behaviour I see among the orthodox Moslems, those who follow the Hadith and have not yet discovered the Quran. When knowledge was not yet in the books, but needed life-threatening expeditions of discovery, life-long enquiry and dedication, demonstration of the highest courage and the greatest morals, then the orthodox Moslems shunned knowledge as Kufr. But when the knowledge were collated in books, and needed only mindless rote for a few years towards university degrees and middle class respectability, then they suddenly changed tack and started to quote endlessly how the Quran promoted enquiry, and that it knew about science way before the Westeners did. The difference between the orthodox Moslem and the new Quranist is only in level of sophistication. One is crassly chasing material wealth, while the other is subtle in its ego-satisfying quest for knowledge. Where is the room for spiritual advancement here?
Shaad
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