air-I really don't know where my life is heading, I'm just "going with the flow," waiting for something to happen that will put me back on track. What that thing is, I don't know. I'm just waiting...
It might (also) have to do with other things. Just a suggestion.
I hope I haven't offended u.
ma'a salaam.
God bless all.
al'hamd li Allaah Rabb al'aalameen
Actually yes, there are other things. Four of my very close friends have died these past 2 years, and this has caused me to think about death a lot. I am just so afraid to die with doubt in my heart.
Anyway I'm sure we have all felt this lost at some point in our lives. Takes time to figure things out.
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